- FANFICTION - Sucker For Pain
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uedanoyomeTitle: Sucker for Pain
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya/Ueda Tatsuya, Kamenashi Kazuya/Tanaka Koki friendship, Ueda Tatsuya/Taguchi Junnosuke friendship,
hints of Kamenashi Kazuya/Fukada Kyoko
Genre: BDSM, Smut, comedy, fluff
Rating: NC-17, R-18
Summary: Kamenashi Kazuya is a prim and proper idol who ends up working for a new project with the newcomer rising actor Ueda Tatsuya. Kamenashi decides to accept the offer lightheartedly, thinking it would be as easy as one of his usual jobs. However, he didn't imagine it would end up being the most challenging work not only for his career but also for his private life.
Chapters: (1/??)
Warnings: contains explicit manXman sex scenes, cursing, sort of psychological violence
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, just the story, which is -of course- only fantasy.
A/N: I usually would have never written this kind of KameDa before. But, since I happened to read a KameDa fanfic which was a BDSM fanfic as well, I wanted to write something like that for a very long time since it really inspired me given how beautiful it was! (when I'll be able to find the link again, I'll share it with you. If the author happens to read this: THANK YOU FOR HAVING CREATED THAT STORY! And sorry for having taken inspiration from some bits of it). Also thanks to a manga which helped me knowing more about BDSM in general lol.
I'm posting the other chapters on AO3, so if any of you wants to read them, just follow this link! https://archiveofourown.org/works/21092498/chapters/50183540
CHAPTER I
Kamenashi Kazuya is one of the most loved and famous idol and actor of all times: he's got a beautiful and handsome face, charisma, a perfect smile, stage presence, a wonderful singing voice and he is a skilled actor as well.
Thus, he is considered his agency's sex symbol.
He is indeed the man every girl dreams of and he has always been aware of it.
He knows very well how handsome and talented he is: it was obvious, so why should he even pretend not to know it?
Perfect life, perfect looks, and a wonderful girlfriend as well: He was Fukada Kyoko's boyfriend. They became the most loved couple out there. So, yeah, there was nothing he would have ever complained about in his perfect life, don't you think so?
He was always busy: if it did not have to do with music, he would be performing in some stage plays or whatever like that.
And that time, he had an even more important job coming for him for the first time: he would have acted in an action movie. Something he's never done before.
So, that day, he was going to his first meeting with the director and the fellow actors, a normal, boring routine he had to follow before they'd start filming stuff.
He entered the room where the director was waiting for him and sat down on his seat after having introduced himself.
"So, aren't we going to start yet?"
He looked around the room and saw an empty seat.
"We're waiting for your co-star. He's gonna be the main character together with you, so we have to discuss about what you two have to do".
Kamenashi nodded and rested his face on his fist. No professional actor would ever be late for a meeting for their own movie, especially for the first meeting. What kind of impression would he even give to the others? Kame knew well how this world worked. It was all about looks and manners, so you had to do whatever would please people around you to be liked.
After three quarters, the other actor finally decided to show up in the room. A slim, muscular guy with blonde and spiky hair, wearing a tight t-shirt, leather black jacket, large military pants and combact boots opened the door in a rough and noisy way. Said guy didn't even bother to excuse himself for being hella late; he just sloppily sat on his chair, not even daring to take his sunglasses off.
Witnessing this behaviour, Kame and his manager looked at each other. They were genuinely confused, however, the director just nodded with a smile on his face and started talking, explaining what the movie would be about.
"Now, let's move on to the introduction. Kamenashi Kazuya is going to be our first main, and Ueda Tatsuya our second main. Since this is your first time working together, and since you need some good chemistry between you two, I would suggest you to try to get to know each other better before we start filming. You have never met each other before and have to act like the best of buddies, so I'd suggest you guys to use wisely these months you have before filming starts. Here are your scripts. Please, remember what I told you. Also, I want to remind you that there's no way for you two to escape since you have already signed the contract~" he chuckled amused, he felt really accomplished by what he had just said.
Ueda lowered his glasses in order to look at Kamenashi, he was unimpressed even though he had the most famous and wanted idol and actor right in front of him.
"Tch".
That was all Ueda had to say, then he put his glasses back on.
Kame didn't really know whether to feel annoyed or not, nevertheless he put on a little smile and slightly bowed to his co-actor.
"Then, I hope we can get on well, Ueda-san".
Contrary to what he expected, Ueda just looked at him silently and cut him off with a dry "Whatever".
He was still new in that industry, yet he already had a strong impact on people and directors, especially for action-related stuff.
He was handsome, so, of course, all girls loved him, but he was also known to be really mysterious. His private life was a mystery to everyone, he had never had any rumor, he hasn't ever been caught in any kind of scandal, not even love scandals. It was no exaggeration to say nobody knew anything about him, except for his name and age. The only rumor he had had about himself was that he actually didn't live in Japan. He would occasionally go there when he had some offers he liked (he never accepted all the offers he was given), but after being done -or every now and then between shootings- he'd leave again for wherever he lived. Oh, and the fact that he didn't really seem to be that friendly was well known to everyone.
Kame didn't expect he would have experienced it on his own skin. But he was a pro, so he wouldn't have played the same game Ueda was playing. He kept having his smile printed on his face and tried to be as friendly as possible. Thinking about it, he even found interesting the fact that now Ueda had to be in Japan for quite a while even before shooting.
Ueda hit the table with his hand: "Are we done then? Is this all, can I go now?"
Seriously, he hadn't spoken a word until then, but now, the only thing he had to say was that? Why did the director even choose somebody as impolite as Ueda?
The director let them off, still reminding them to try to create a sort of friendship - or at least feign one - before shooting.
However, neither Kame nor Ueda actually took seriously the suggestion the director gave them and they left the studio not even exchanging contacts.
Ueda turned to Kame before leaving, and spoke to him in a totally disinterested tone of voice: "We don't need to do all the bullshit that idiot suggested us to do. We're actors, we can easily mock him and make him believe we became buddies even if we don't follow what he said. Like hell, I don't have time to waste to go out with a stranger and pretend to be his bestie".
Kame was actually surprised that Ueda could actually make such a long speech, since he seemed to be that type of person who'd reply back using monosyllables.
Still, he felt quite annoyed by the amount of curses he used. While it was true Kame was younger, he nevertheless was his senior and, on top of that, a stranger. That’s why he expected Ueda would have used a more appropriate and formal speech at least.
In spite of his character, what he had just said was quite fair: they were actors, so it would have been easy for them to pretend they actually had some chemistry. But, before Kame could even tell Ueda he agreed, the other man left the building without saying anything.
They thought they could easily get away with it, until both of them received a call from their managers the following day.
Kame picked up his phone just to be attacked by long strings of words so early in the morning.
"Kazuya, I don't think you can really avoid meeting with Ueda-san. You know, your director literally knows everything and he already knows you two tried to mock him, so he called me this morning. I'll pick you up later since the director gave me some material you should follow while you are with Ueda, but this is something I'm gonna tell you about when I pick you up. Anyway, this is Ueda's contact, try to get in touch with him".
Kame blinked speechlessly, he knew that director kept a close eye on his actors but he didn't expect him to be that much of a stalker. Ultimately, he only had to give up and get ready. Work is work, so he just gotta do what he gotta do.
////
On the other side, instead, Ueda was still in the middle of his sleep when his manager phoned him, so it took him quite a while to pick up the call.
"What the fuck d'ya want? Haven't you seen what time is it now?"
Normally, Ueda isn't the most friendly person on Earth, but his level of grumpiness reached even higher peaks in the morning, especially if anyone dared to interrupt his sleep.
"I know it is early and I imagined you were sleeping, but I have received a call from your director, Ueda-sama"
"Ueda-sama" Yes, you read it well. Despite him being his manager, Ueda demanded that he'd call him that.
"What the heck does he want now? I'm not going to the studio again just to hear him say the same bullshits as yesterday", finally Ueda got up and looked for his shirt around his messy bedroom.
"That is not exactly what he wanted. He said he knows you and Kamenashi-san did not plan to meet up and did not exchange contacts, so he gave me Kamenashi-san's contacts and some papers for you to use while you meet with your colleague. I am going to send you Kamenashi-san's contact, then I am coming to pick you up later and give you the papers your director gave me. Please, try to get ready quickly because he wants you two to meet today".
Ueda snorted annoyed. He didn't really follow the whole speech his manager said, but he understood what was the point. And it made him even grumpier, so he just ended the call and went to have a shower.
"What the fuck, he's a fucking director, he should think of his damn movie only and not butt in other people's fucking lives. As if I'm even going to obey him. He knows for who he paid, anyways".
////
Kame was finally ready and he waited for his manager to pick him up.
As soon as Kame got in the car, his manager handed him some papers.
"Your director emailed me these things here. He said you and Ueda-san have to follow this sort of script, so you can actually relate to your characters. There's a list with things you are supposed to ask each other to get to know the other well, and things you need to do together".
Kame looked and quickly read the papers he was holding. His director really made a schedule for him and Ueda?! Was that even allowed? Kame was hesitating while he was busy reading those papers, and his manager noticed it. After all, his manager, Tanaka Koki, knew him best given the fact that they have been friends since forever and he could read him well.
"Kazuya, I know this is crazy but it's an important job, this one. It's gonna be on big screens so just go with it".
Kamenashi knew it well himself. It was the best offer he had had that year, so he had to work hard and succeed in his role so that many more offers as big would have come and his image would become even better.
He sighed and nodded, "Yeah, I know. I am not going to refuse it. I just have to hope this Ueda won't give me any problems, though".
"Have you contacted him yet?"
"I've sent him a mail before you came but he's not replied back yet".
Kame already foresaw himself having to bear with this pretty often now that he had to spend more time with that problematic and mysterious guy.
Be patient, Kazuya, be patient. This is why you're a pro.
///
"What the fuck is this shit?! You must be kidding me! That scumbag really made up a whole schedule! I'm not in, I absolutely am not up to it". Ueda's voice could be heard from the outside of his car, despite it being totally closed.
He threw the papers to his manager and twisted his lips in anger. He couldn't believe he had to follow that shit just for a damn movie. It wasn't the first time he acted with somebody he didn't know, so why the heck did he have to follow a damn script even out of his job and go out with somebody he didn't want to be with?
"I know you are angry now, but, really, it is a lot of money he is offering you and he is a famous director as well. This will help you get a lot of great offers, Ueda-sama! You cannot refuse it. It is just a meeting with a colleague every now and then, you had to stay in Japan during these months anyway, so just take it as a past time".
Taguchi Junnosuke, Ueda's manager, always tried to see the positive side of things and tried to persuade Ueda using his positivity.
Most of the times it worked, simply because Ueda couldn't be bothered by him insisting and talking for too long.
"Fuck it, there'll be other offers".
"Don't be like this, come on! If other directors know that you snobbed him, nobody will hire you, so just try it".
Ueda snorted, roughly grabbing the papers from his manager's hands, and gave them a quick look.
"I'll meet this Kamenashi-dude, but I'm not gonna follow this idiocy of a script".
Taguchi nodded and smiled accomplished: he knew Ueda would have listened to him, in a way or another, especially if he reminded him what would that movie offer him.
"Have you contacted Kamenashi-san, yet?"
"Heck, no! I would never dare to".
Taguchi sighed, Ueda was truly hopeless and would never change his mind if he didn't want to do something.
"You should contact him to meet"
Ueda snorted and took his phone: "Why should I? I believe the director gave GodNashi my contact as well. He's my senior so he shoulda contacted me first".
Ueda checked his phone and noticed that Kame had, indeed, sent him a mail asking him if it was alright to meet at a private cafeteria in a hour. However, when Ueda finally checked his phone, one hour had already passed, so he was, obviously, late.
"There ya go, he contacted me. Happy now? This dude here really took that scumbag seriously?!" , he snorted again and told him the place he had to go to, not even bothering to reply back to Kame's message.
///
Kame checked his watch. He had been waiting at that cafe for more than an hour already and that Ueda didn't even text him back to, at least, let him know if he would have reached him or not.
《How are we even supposed to get along if he doesn't even bother to reply back or come to a meeting?! I'm a pro and I don't have time to waste with a newcomer actor who's already so swollen-headed》.
He was about to leave the place when, finally, Ueda entered the room and listlessly sat in front of him. Again, not apologising, again not greeting.
Kamenashi coughed, in order to try to catch the other guy's attention, but, as expected, he was purposely ignored.
"Good morning, Ueda-san. I have waited for you for quite a while, plus, I was waiting for an answer to my message".
Kame kept a calm and low tone of voice, making sure not to sound too strict. The last thing he wanted was a fight with Ueda at their first meeting.
However, the only thing he got was a quick "Saw your message, now I'm here. G'mornin' ".
Kame tried so hard not to retort to Ueda's disinterested manners, but there was one thing he couldn't stand at the moment, and that is to say his sunglasses.
"Ueda-san, may I ask you to take your sunglasses off?"
"You may, of course, but this doesn't mean I'm gonna do it"
Kame took a deep breath and counted till ten before talking again, when he was finally calm again, then he started speaking.
"Well, we are in the middle of a talk, and I would rather look into your eyes than see myself into your specs".
Ueda smirked a little: "Oh really? Don't cha like the reflection? The famous and godly Kamenashi Kazuya? I thought you did. But, if you'd rather focus on your image later then, 'k".
Kame was just about to explode, but he tried to contain himself. He surely wouldn't have fallen into Ueda's trap and play the same game he was playing.
Finally, Ueda decided to take his sunglasses off, revealing two beautiful dark eyes, which were as bright and as deep and beautiful as black agate stones.
Kame looked at his eyes for a second, when he was interrupted by Ueda's "Ya happy now?".
He slightly nodded.
"Since our director told us we should meet to know each other better, I believe we should start talking according to what the script says".
Ueda laughed, he seemed to be really amused and Kame didn't really see the reason why he looked like that.
"Is there something funny, perhaps?"
"Just as expected from all directors' sweetheart Kamenashi Kazuya. You'd really follow that bunch of bullshits".
Kame looked at him and blinked a few times in order to collect his thoughts and phrase them in the less impolite possible way: "It's for the sake of our film's outcome. We got to make it look as natural as possible for it to be a success, thus, we ought to follow what we have been told".
Ueda laughed again, this time he avoided answering though. Seeing no words were coming from the other party, Kame just started talking again. Changing topic would, indeed, have been the best way not to lose his nerves.
"Since our script says we should talk about ourselves, why don't you tell me something about you? Your life, for example".
Ueda snorted and crossed his legs, making himself as comfortable as possible: "Hell no. There's a reason why it's called private life. So it should be private and not be spilled to any random stranger I meet. I'm not like the big star Kamenashi Kazuya, whose private life is all over the internet and tabloids".
Thinking of it, Kame started preferring when Ueda answered with monosyllables only or when he didn't answer at all. His words were as sharp as a knife, and Ueda himself knew it.
"It is just the two of us, we will be working together for a long time, so we will not be strangers anyways. Plus, our script says so". Kame kept using his formal and polite speech, meanwhile Ueda, who just defined Kamenashi as a stranger, kept talking to him so informally.
"The script, the script. You have already learnt that thing by heart? I'd rather clean my dog's shit with that script than actually follow it. I'm not like you, I don't do what they tell me to do, even if they are movies' directors or whatever they are. I do the fuck I want and however the fuck I want to. If I don't like it, I just won’t do it. So forget this whole bullshit, coz I'm not gonna answer any of those stupid things. As for you, we all already know everything about you. You live the perfect life: lotsa money, great success both as a singer and as an actor, and a hella bombshell as a girlfriend. Congrats, man" Ueda smirked and crossed his legs satisfied, especially when he saw Kame's expression gradually change from the professional idol Kamenashi Kazuya was to an annoyed and not-so-professional Kamenashi.
Kame looked at the guy in front of him and inhaled deeply. He was dangerously close to lose his last nerve and finally tell him to watch his mouth and shut the fuck up. But he didn't.
"You seem to be very informed. But these are not the only things we have to talk about".
"Listen, I'm not gonna talk about myself to a stranger. You might be okay with following a script in real life too, but I'm not. I've got no time to waste with all this falsehood and made-up scenes, unlike you. I don't like to be told what to do".
Kame felt these last phrases cut him sharply, it gave him chills all over his spine, but the only come-back he had was a low "Excuse me?".
Ueda stood up after sipping his coffee, leaned close to Kame's ear, and talked in a low and warm yet sharp tone of voice: "I'm not the one who has to follow what I'm told to do. People gotta obey me, not the contrary, Kame-chan".
So he opened the door and left without speaking further. While Kame was speechlessly looking at the chair where Ueda was sitting just a while ago, feeling Ueda's words running down his spine.
///
When his manager picked him up, Kame was furious, or actually ashamed that somebody he didn't even know had treated him the way Ueda just did.
Moreover, difficult to believe, he almost lost his composure once again while retelling the meeting he just had to Koki.
"I don't think I can do this anymore. I mean, meeting that guy".
Kame was trembling, be it for his nerves and anger, be it for some other reasons he still didn't know.
"Eh? Why? Kazuya, if you don't follow what your director told you to do, he'll know it and I don't really think it will be that pleasing".
Kame shook his head: "I just can't! That guy kept making a fool of me during the whole meeting! He's got no manners and no respect at all. He seriously says whatever he wants however and whenever he wants and I can't stand it again. He literally ridiculed me all the time, and his words were too sharp for him not to be serious. He really meant them!"
Koki was trying hard to calm his friend down and try to make him go back to his senses, but once Kame's pride has been hurt then there's nothing much to do.
"No, I really can't bear to be made a fool of by a newcomer who knows nothing about me and about the showbiz world".
Koki looked at him apprehensively.
"What about taking some days off him. Once you have calmed down, you'll agree with him for a second meeting? You don't have to rush things, so wait till you're in the mood again, but you gotta meet him. For your movie's sake, at least".
Kame sighed and nodded: "Fine, fine. But I don't want to meet him tomorrow, so let me be".
///
///
Junno picked Ueda up after he called him telling him his meeting with Kame was over. Now, the both of them were sitting in the car while heading back to the hotel Ueda was staying at.
"So? How was it with Kamenashi-san?"
Ueda smiled amused and kept a playful yet distinctively sharp tone: "Oh, we had lotsa fun. I might have some more fun next time I see him, but I, unfortunately, think he doesn't think the same. I actually don't believe he's ever gonna invite me out again, so sad". He laughed accomplished while Junno looked at him puzzled and sighed.
"Ueda-sama... Please, do not tell me you did it again? You did the same with your previous colleagues as well and they had the same reaction".
Ueda smirked: "Did what? I did absolutely nothing. Our director told us we should talk to know each other, so talking was all I did. I am starting to give him an idea of who I am, so he knows me too". Ueda's voice was really calm, yet it had a malicious tone which was worrying Junno. He knew how he treated his other colleagues and giving Kamenashi Kazuya the same treatment wouldn't have been a great idea.
"Ueda-sama, it is true he has to get to know you well, but he should not know that kind of side of yours. You should try to be friendly".
Ueda raised his eyebrow and slowly turned to Junno while twisting his lips. He leaned closer to his manager, grabbed his hair, and talked in a low, threatening tone: "Are you, asshole, perhaps telling me what to do? I didn't remember I gave ya the right to do this"
Junno's eyes widened, he felt chills run down his spine, his hands started sweating and his voice trembled. He realized he might have unconsciously touched Ueda's nerves with his advice, which Ueda misunderstood for some kind of commands.
"U-Ueda-sama, you know I would never dare commanding you anything. I was just suggestin-".
Ueda's hand tightened around his manager's hair, making the other man squeal.
"I don't take orders, I give 'em. Remember this. I don't need any suggestion, especially from you. I do the fuck I want, I know how to handle it. Apologise. Now".
Junno nodded and gulped, his voice still blatantly showing his fear and begging the man holding his hair: "I-I am sorry, I did not mean to get on your nerves. Forgive me, please".
Ueda's hand finally let him go and the manager took a sigh of relief. Angry Ueda is the scariest thing a person would ever want to see, things would be too dangerous for a normal person to bear, if so.
///
The following days, Kame refused to contact Ueda again for another meeting. He needed time to cool his head, and meeting with that guy again just to receive the same treatment as their first meeting, wouldn't have been the best choice.
However, a week had already passed, so, Kame knew that, despite him not wanting to, he had to contact Ueda again.
"Koki, do you have Ueda-san's manager's contact?"
"Yeah, the director gave me his contact as well. Why do you need it, though?"
Kame sighed: "I'd rather talk with his manager than Ueda-san himself when we have to agree on meetings. I already have to bear with him for a whole day, so I can't stand to have his annoyed voice fool me also while I'm trying to do my job".
Koki laughed and gave Kame his phone so he could get Ueda's manager's phone number.
"He is indeed nicer than Ueda-san, so you'll have it easier, at least".
Kame quickly composed Junno's phone number and called him. It didn't take that long for him to pick the call up. Kame was relieved: at least, one of them two didn’t ignore him!
"Hello? I am Ueda Tatsuya's manager, Taguchi Junnosuke speaking".
As Kame heard the cheerful and energic voice at the other side of the phone, he took a sigh of relief. Maybe, this time, it would have been easier to set a meeting.
"Hello, it's Kamenashi Kazuya. I am sorry if I disturbed you in the morning".
"Oh, Kamenashi-san! Please do not worry about it, you have not disturbed me at all! I am actually surprised to receive a call from you".
Kame could feel that the other man was smiling just by hearing his voice. He seemed so nice, and this made Kame wonder why couldn't he meet with him rather than meeting with Ueda. Surely, it would have felt much better.
"Ah, yes... About this call... I preferred to contact you, this time, to set a meeting with Ueda-san today. For a dinner".
Junno seemed relieved when he heard that Kame was actually okay with meeting Ueda once again. At least, he hadn’t escaped yet like the other actors Ueda worked with.
"I am really glad you want to meet him again! Currently, Ueda-sama is still sleeping but he does not have any plan for this evening, so it should be okay. Please, be patient! I am going to wake him up and inform him about your invitation. Then, I will contact you again to agree on the place and time. Is it okay?"
‘Ueda-sama’... For real? His manager really had to call him that? Seriously, who did that guy think he was to even demand something like that? Kame was sure it was Ueda who wanted to be called like that, based on the impression he gave on the first meeting.
That guy was too good to work with somebody as complicated as Ueda.
"Sure! Take your time! Thank you for your helpfulness!"
///
After he hung up the call, Junno rushed to Ueda's hotel room and quickly opened all windows so some light could get in the room.
"Ueda-sama, you need to wake up! I have some things to tell you. Please get out of bed".
He quickly took Ueda's blankets off, finding a half-naked Ueda right in front of him. Biceps, chest and abs at their best.
Ueda looked at Junno still half-asleep, but with a clear annoyed expression printed on his face. His voice was still mumbling: "What the fuck are you even doing, idiot?"
Junno was used to Ueda's insults, to the point that he couldn't even hear them anymore. He just liked to think of them like a sign of their friendship. He is really so positive.
"I have talked to Kamenashi-san a while ago; he wants to meet you again this evening. He wants to have dinner with you".
"Da fuck?! And this is why you came here making all this fucking noise?! Fuck off and lemme sleep, I won't meet anyone". Ueda took his blankets back on and lied back in the bed.
Junno sat next to him, complaining and whining just like a professional manager would do: "Please, Ueda-sama~ Listen to me, at least. Kamenashi-san is just trying to do his job"
Ueda snorted: "Holy shit, you can be so fucking annoying even when it's early in the morning".
Junno poked Ueda's arm, having him slap his hand away as a result. But, at least, he managed to keep him awake and now Ueda was finally sitting on his bed.
"I have to say I am surprised he wants to meet you again. You said you thought he would have not contacted you again".
Ueda snorted again and rolled his eyes: "I should have imagined that the wonderful Kamenashi Kazuya would never refuse to do something to please directors, or else he wouldn't be as famous". He clicked his tongue, but after a second he smirked mischievously. Junno was worried, that smile didn't mean anything good, he knew it well.
"Fine, he wants to follow that damn script and meet me? Okay. He'll have to meet me every fucking day, but it'll be his worst nightmare. Tell him I'll meet him this evening".
Comments are welcome! Let me know what do you think of it!
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Date: 2020-01-03 04:58 pm (UTC)I guess so too, as long as it's his own mind trying to process it, he's alright coz he still doesn't have any certainties on himself. But the moment Ueda proves it being real, then he just loses it lol
Thank you!
Well, Kame has a lot of things to discover yet, so that's gonna be a pretty fun journey for him xD
Thank you for noticing this too! I tried to take their "peculiar" aspects and put them in the story so they'd look more real when you read it. Especially with Ueda's soft side and Kame's way-too-perfect self. I'm happy you saw this!
Exactly! Once Kame saw Ueda's enjoyable side, he just gave in, and the aftercare made him even more sure xD He likes being spoiled and pampered, so that got him well xD
Indeed! XD Ueda holds the power, but somehow, Kame has some control over Ueda too when he gets braver, to the point even someone like Ueda can lose it with Kame xD
I liked the idea of having a different Ueda with Kame, like also him struggling when he sees himself being different lol I'm happy you're liking the way things are developing! And I hope you'll like how the characters are growing more and more in these new chapters as well!
Ahjdk THANK YOU, I'M SO TOUCHED ;^;
This is really so much to me, having these comments is really... moving me and I'm so thankful;^;
EXACTLY! That's where I wanted to get to! When they call themselves by their first name, or even when they drop the suffixes and stuff, it gives that sense of intimacy, hence, Ueda would use that during their sessions since this way he can get closer to Kame, to the actual Kazuya!
It's not only my writing, but your attention as well! You're such a good reader!!
LMAO Just don't worry and say them all you want, that's an author's pride, I guess and also source of motivation! XD I'm so grateful ;^;
Thank you so much! I hope it's gonna lack boring parts for the following chapters as well then
You're not exaggerating at all! I truly love reading your comments to the story, I like to see how people see what I wrote and know their thoughts about it, so don't worry about lengths! XD
I will!!
We're the same then! XD
Well, two chapters are up so your curiosity can be satisfied for now xD Despite them not being yet immersed in their work xD
I hope they're good!
I guess it's gonna be full of stuff while they work, now, it's not clear what kind of stuff yet, but yeah :/
I wonder if your thoughts were right then xD
Thank yooou! I hope so!!
It's okay~
💙
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Date: 2020-01-04 04:39 pm (UTC)What's so good in that, in the 2 new chapters you posted, we see how Kame is starting to really accept those facts, like to be excited by a man, by Ueda, to enjoy being treated that way, to realize he might really be a masochist, it really starts to proceed to his mind haha.
Even if there is always a moment, when it stops, that he realized what he said/did/reacted and it's still taking him a little time to realize it's really him that did all of that but it's clearly becoming more and more obvious for him even if there is still a lot to discover I'm sure.
Well in the chapter 9 we could see even more aspects of the real Ueda & Kame! Just like how Ueda like to eat tako and how Kame enjoy cooking and the reaction Ueda was having while eating Kame's cooking like you could totally picture it since we've seen it several times through TV Show, so that was a nice add haha! Especially it allowed Kame once again, to see another side of Ueda. It was a nice little break between sessions, more soft and cute and they get to know each other a bit more each time too. Even if, ofc, I still enjoy when Ueda keep teasing Kame a bit here and there, just like how Kame had to remove his clothes for cook and having Ueda's eyes on him. I like that balance each time, there is more soft moments but still with some teasing and tension, like in a good way, between them.
I also really like to see Ueda being more and more on the verge of losing it because of Kame's behavior like it's just so nice haha, be Kame being less and less reluctant or calling Ueda "Master" despite Junno being with them or even when Kame grabbed Ueda, like all little stuff that make you wonder when Ueda is really gonna lose it for good haha.
No need really, it seriously feel like reading a book that would have been published, available in stores etc like, you gets the idea haha. But yeah this is really what I'm thinking.
Yes yes yes, when you know that stuff about Japanese names, you really understand the meaning.
Well I guess because I'm used to read books I notice a lot haha but for me it's normal, how to enjoy fully a story if you're not careful enough and get all the details, it'd be a shame especially when you put so much work into it.
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Date: 2020-01-04 04:45 pm (UTC)Like I said I really liked how the first part of the chapter 9 was soft/cute with adding more characteristics from the real Ueda & Kame cauz like this you can really picture it even more, and ofc always enjoying the teasing and how Kame become more and more used to it like he is more and more.. well submitted I guess haha, like how Ueda could grab Kame's ass easily. Despite the fact Kame is still embarrassed and is still new to feeling such stuff towards Ueda, he is letting him do more and more. You can feel he really starts to slowly give himself fully into this relationship and not only during sessions. I also really liked the part where they fell asleep on the couch and Kame just looking at Ueda like.. So nice haha.
After for the second part, once again despite Kame freezing when seeing the collar ad leash he still didn't say much against it. And the whole scene after that was really something so nice for the process of breaking Kame's idol image. Not being able to see and making him think there is people looking at him while he's getting naked on stage was really intense for him like, once again your writing is so good you can almost sense Kame's feelings especially with Ueda's countdown like this, you're almost holding back your breath while reading it because of how intense it got. But clearly it was necessary for him and once again after that he even felt relieved. Kame is really discovering so much stuff about himself I feel, through all that.
After I really loved how Kame asked himself if Ueda could put back the collar around his neck, like that was so something.
I also enjoy so much Kame's behavior, be at the end of the chapter 9 or 10, he seems so pouty/upset/disappointed when he know Ueda will be a bit busy. He really acts like a boyfriend that is addicted to his new lover and can't spend a day without seeing him haha. It's really so funny to see him reacting that way and then after he realizes it and there is still this little gap between what he does and the realization in his mind right after. But like I said we can clearly see he is slowly accepting more and more his new self even if I feel like he'll still have surprises haha.
Just like in the chapter 10 like that started directly with the handcuffs, I didn't see that coming that's such a great idea haha, especially there they weren't alone in Ueda's hotel this time so it made the things even spicier. And just be Ueda or Kame's behavior, once again, it's just getting better and better, be Kame at first being a bit shocked etc, but then after calling Ueda "Master" when Junno was with them just like I mentionned earlier, like, Kame just giving into his submitted role, becoming almost his natural self to be submitted. And Ueda becoming more and more weak to Kame's behavior without showing it too much to Kame liike, yes haha. I really liked how Ueda played with Kame all the way, touching him in the car or just teasing him here and there while visiting the house. Talking about the house, how Ueda invited Kame to come along too when at first he didn't even want Kame to know his hotel, once again I didn't except it either, to Ueda buying a house and having Kame coming along, feels like quite something, to me at least haha.
But yeah when I read "soundproof walls" I got like "... OMG..!" lol plus Kame asking why Ueda requested such walls... Really Kame, you really needed to ask ?! lol!
And yeah just I was wondering what might happen since they weren't alone but count on Ueda to make any excuses to be able to test the room and end up alone in it with Kame. And there the whole scene like ... Was holding my breath because you never know how far Ueda will go and when will he stop haha. But once again, despite the fact Kame tried to push Ueda a bit at first he just let himself into it so much, not caring much anymore about holding his moans or anything.
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Date: 2020-01-04 04:46 pm (UTC)Also with Junno noticing stuff but being so clueless is hilarious lol Kame can feel relieved around him seriously cauz if it would have been Koki for example, I think he wouldn't have been so clueless. Which also make me go "What ???" when Kame was thinking about telling Koki but yeah he just said bits of what he's doing with Ueda, like better that way cauz seeing how Koki is a good friend who worry about him, I'm afraid he might start to dig a bit into their relationship, since Ueda's image Koki saw wasn't so good.
But yeah overall, as always, I reaaalllyyy enjoyed those 2 new chapters, the characters keep developing same as their relationship.
Like I said I really love how Kame is sad/disappointed when he can't see Ueda for a little time, even if it's just the time for Ueda to move to his house, Kame is really having a hard time to not being able to see him and it's so everything, also so funny how when Ueda noticed it, Kame is all like "I'll see if I feel like coming" lol dude seriously it's written on your face that you so want to go as soon as Ueda call you haha.
Also because of how it's turning, I kept feeling like Ueda is gonna kiss Kame at some point but still didn't happen but because of how it's going I thought Ueda might end up doing it to also see Kame's reaction to it but guess it's still too early for this ? Haha.
On this as always gonna repeat myself but it's so good, still getting better and better, no boring parts, still wanting to discover even more about them and how their relationship will still growing.
I can't wait! Haha!
Haha it's ok I didn't except them to be at work this soon, don't worry! Like I said I didn't talk about what I imagined for pressure you or whatever, I was just lost in my thoughts about your story, if there is what I imagined or there is not, to me your story is gonna stay so good anyway!
Sorry once again, my comment was so long I had to split it in THREE lmao! I'm so sorry haha! I hope you get them all in order then and you don't have to answer at everything you can make a global comment don't worry lol!
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Date: 2020-01-07 05:25 am (UTC)Let's say Kame is thron under this point of view, between his "saner" self, or the straight self he believes he is and the... natural self, perhaps? His instincts are trying to tell him something, but who knows when he'll actually understand and give up~
LMAO THANKSSS! I have this innocent image of Junno printed in my head, so I just couldn't help it xD
Indeed, Kame's gonna feel more comfortable despite Junno being with them, in future 👀
Koki is way more... aware under that point of view, so yeah, he'd definitely look deeper into it if he were at Junno's place
LMAO for your reaction xD Kame still wouldn't admit it in front of anybody, so he'd never tell Koki anything more for a long time, I think xD
Also coz the image Koki has of Ueda is not that good indeed
I'm happy to know you liked them! At first I thought they'd be boring at some points but I feel relieved to know you liked them all the way!
The way Kame will react will indeed be pretty clingy when he can't see Ueda xD
LMAO I LOVED THAT XD You're right afterall, he truly had hopes all printed on his face and so was his willingness to follow Ueda if he invited him xD
Hm~ I can't say much about the kiss thing, but I think you'll slowly see it when you read the rest that's to come xD
Aaaa thank you so much, I'm gonna cry for real, I swear!! ;^;
I'm so so so happy!!
And the next chapter is gonna have some more stuff coming so stay tuned! I'll try to post it asap of course!
No worries~ It's normal to expect stuff or imagining more xD But by now, they'd soon have to start working, so more stuff is coming for them
Don't worry, nothing to be sorry! I enjoyed reading your comment and also had fun reading your reactions! Thank you so much for making such detailed comments! I like seeing my story also with readers' eyes, and the fact you put so much effort into writing your comment, makes me really happy! I truly enjoy it!
Once again, thank you!
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Date: 2020-01-07 05:10 am (UTC)As I said, I wanted to make them more real, and putting this little break was the best opportunity to picture that!
Also, yeah! Kame is slowly understanding his position there and he's kinda enjoying it afterall, so he's gonna let Ueda do that sort of things with no problems... maybe he's kinda desiring that too, afterall xD
The part where Kame stared at Ueda on the couch was necessary indeed! Coz we get to see how Kame's eyes see Ueda each time he has the chance to look at him closely, with time there'll be more of that, somehow!
Indeed, also the collar part shows Kame's willingness to obey Ueda no matter what, and in the house as well!
Omg I'm so happy to know that scene was able to created that kind of atmosphere for the reader too! I wanted to show the reader how Kame was feeling and I'm relieved to know it worked! ;^;
And definitely, that scene was necessary for Kame to break all his usual idol masks for good again. So, that mind trick was the best way to do that.
Clearly, Kame is slowly finding his true self and Ueda is definitely being able to destroy all the falsehood around Kame, I guess.
That's indeed part of Kame discovering himself, and also opening up about his desires with Ueda after finding out his likings
Lmao is that so? XD I didn't realise he'd look like an attached lover but now that you say it, he's indeed becoming so addicted to Ueda to the point he's all clingy to him and sulky if he can't meet him XD
Well, he surely has lots of surprises 👀
Thank yooou xD Since they had to be out, I wanted to make it funnier for the both of them, so the public thingy just came to my mind xD
Indeed, perhaps that's what Kame was waiting for. His inner self is just naturally that way, so he naturally called Ueda that way lol
And yeah, Ueda is the master, so he needs to play it cool sometimes despite his hunger. That's why he kept teasing Kame, I mean, other than for the pleasure of annoying him and make him helpless xD
Character development, indeed xD I'm glad it has a good impact on you, that Ueda is changing that way with Kame!
LMAO THAT'S WHAT I WANTED TO GET WITH THE SOUNDPROOF THING XD
Since he plays a lot, that's necessary for him not to get into any trouble xD
And yeah, Kame is still too innocent for that... or just not smart enough to link both things lol
You always have to expect something coming from Ueda, afterall xD
Really? Lol Well, Ueda is a teaser, so it's indeed a mystery to know whether he'd just go all the way or keep back xD
Kame's indeed slowly giving up and finally focusing on his own pleasure too and his needings rather than what his image commands him to do
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Date: 2020-01-07 04:54 am (UTC)Well, I was still pondering whether to post them both together or not, but in the end I decided to do so since they were pretty much connected to each other. Also, not gonna lie, I wanted to make the wait for chapter 11 shorter since what's in it and what comes after that chapter is one of my favourite parts lol
Indeed! I guess that everytime they have a "session" the whole thing starts processing in a different way in Kame's mind, till he slowly understands what he wants at the moment or finally admits that he likes those things.
Well, of course, since that's still new to him, he's not gonna give in to the idea of being that way so easily, thus he will be sceptical everytime he comes back to earth, at first.
There's still a lot to discover, indeed! Lol
Aaaah glad you noticed thaaat! XD I did it on purpose so they could look more like the real themselves and I'm glad it worked!
I wanted to put a little break between the first part of the session and the second, so I opted for something cuter and funnier, yet, I couldn't help but adding some more naughty Ueda coz... I love it xD
I'm happy to know that!
I think he's gonna get weaker and weaker with time indeed xD He's a human and Kame is the sexy symbol afterall and he's gonna show him lots of things that'll make Ueda more on the verge of losing his shit xD
It really touches me to know this, I swear! I'm so so happy to know you think so! ;^;
Exactly! Even when Kame switches from "Ueda-san" to "Ueda-kun" and finally to "Ueda"
I'm happy I have such a smart reader ;^;
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Date: 2020-01-07 03:06 pm (UTC)Omg, really ?! I can't waaaiiit! Make me even more impatient haha!
Yes yes, I like that there is still that moment of realization, that he slowly starts to understand who he really is at the end and need a bit of time to take it all in. Haha can't wait to see his future reactions!
Ofc, would be hard not to notice haha! It's so nice! It's a nice little break and even better to recognize the real U&K through it haha. Well it wouldn't be Ueda if there was no teasing at all haha!
Haha can't wait to see, Ueda becoming weaker is also something nice to look forwards to~! Yes, after all he wouldn't have started it all with Kame if he wasn't finding him "f*ckable" like he likes to say so himself haha!
I'm glad to be able to make you happy this way :) Cauz after all you deserve it when we see the story you came up with!
Yes yes, I always notice when there is a switch!
Well like I said I'm used to read books so.. I dunno I feel like it's just normal to get details and all haha but thanks :)
Really ?! I can't help but feel a bit bad to leave such long comments to which you also take time to answer so thank you for this too! I'm just enjoying your story so much so I'm commenting, even I try not to be too long for not bother you and take too much of your time but I get so much into it that it end up being long anyway haha! But I'm glad you enjoy to read them that much!
Yes yes, really a nice add!
It's still funny how Kame, out of session, would try to be like "No I'm not gonna wear that" when Ueda mentionned the thong, because Kame can feel that Ueda desires him, he think he can have some power over Ueda so he's a bit like "No" but then Ueda quickly go like "I'm your Master you gotta obey" which make Kame recall at the end who has the most power haha. It's like Kame's ego sometimes seems to kick in a liiittle bit but count on Ueda for shut it down haha. Like it's true Ueda desires him and that Kame is enjoying it but feel like Ueda wouldn't want Kame to think he own a power over him too much since, after all, he still has to break him and he is still the Master after all haha. So yeah I like how Ueda is having a good balance about this, showing to Kame he'd like to f*ck him but showing him also he stay his Master still.
Yes not the first I notice how Kame is looking at Ueda sometimes, I also forgot to mention this but I love how Kame is always going a bit crazy under Ueda's scent. I just really love that, it's just really like he's getting so addicted haha.
Yes it really shows Kame likes to be the submitted of Ueda.
It did so much! You can feel the tension, how it must be nerve wracking, because even in real life, we all wear masks we all have to put ourselves together at some point for fake it and we all have a part of ourselves we find ugly and we never want to show to anyone, so clearly it's very intense. Even more for Kame who is an idol and to be put in such situation must be the most stressful thing he had to do. But clearly it was necessary for him.
Also about that scene I really love what Ueda whispered to Kame at the end before they left the theatre haha. I like when Ueda lets Kame know that he's hungry for him that way.
Yes, always slowly but surely it's working.
Which we all enjoy to see Kame doing so!
Well, yeah because of his reactions it's like when you starts to date someone and you're so addicted/in love, you're sad each time you can't see the person and Kame is really acting like that haha. It's so funny and nice to see I like that side of him too!
Which I can't wait to discover..!
It was so nice, really finishing chapter 9 I was wondering what Ueda had in mind and that was the best as always haha!
It's so nice to discover who is the real Kazuya and how it's becoming quickly natural for him now.
Hahaha, clearly I enjoy a lot when Ueda is playing such a tease on Kame!
It does! Like I said it's becoming so interesting for Kame but also Ueda, to see the changes and the reactions the more you read!
I swear the second I read it.. Just.. ! But yeah I swear Kame asking him this like.. lol!
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Date: 2020-01-07 03:06 pm (UTC)Yes you see he's really so much more into it than at the beginning, still need a bit of time for the full Kazuya but clearly we're getting there. But yeah so far you feel that he's still a bit processing everything and need still some more time (and more experiences perhaps haha) to accept it fully.
Lol clearly that fits Junno's image. Good thing he's this clueless so we'll be able to enjoy Kame acting submitted even more despite Junno being around, good to know haha!
Yeah Koki seems dangerous for U&K relationship, if I can say it like that haha.
Yes I was like "WTF?" and then when he explained to Koki I understood that Kame just wanted to make it very global without any details at all and yeah better like this for the moment haha.
Noo they aren't! Why would you think they'd get boring ?!
And like I said, I'm really enjoying that side of him haha.
Clearly, like how can he even dare to try to act cool like if it wasn't bothering him not to see Ueda, like Kame please haha! Plus, like if that would work on Ueda!
I'll just have to wait after the next chapters and see myself haha!
Don't crryyy! Haha, I'm just saying what I'm thinking really! :)
I'm staying tuned, I'm checking almost everyday LOL!
Okay then, well can't wait to see how they'll act while at work!
I'm really glad you enjoy my comments, really! And thank you for taking time to answer at everything despite being long ones even if I told you, you didn't have to, that's so sweet! I like your story so much I feel like I have to comment about every parts haha! It's just natural for me I just start writing and, without realizing, it's since long haha. But yeah no need really and thanks to you too!
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Date: 2020-01-09 02:39 pm (UTC)Yes! That's what I meant it to look like: you can slowly see the changes and how Kame is getting used to this and more and more into it. So I'm happy I was really able to express this
Of course he will need some more moves of Ueda to process it fully and also realise what he wants exactly, apart from Ueda breaking him.
Exactly! XD Oh yes, indeed! This clueless, and sometimes just falsely distracted side of Junno will be handy for Kame xD
Hmm yeah xD Given how protective he is with Kame it could look like that xD
For the sake of his ego and image, and also for his relationship with Ueda, Kame himself would never tell anything too much in details xD
I thought the parts with Koki were too boring perhaps xD But I'm happy it ended up not being this way ;^;
Thank you!
Indeed xD Ueda can read Kame very well, so he can act all cool as much as he wants but he'd still be found out by Ueda XD
Lmao yes!
I'm so so happy ;^;
I won't make you wait too long xD Especially coz this arch of the story is my favourite part somehow xD
Thank yooou!
No need to thank me at all, I should be thanking you! I want to express my gratitude, so I really enjoy reading and replying to your comments! And I like to debate with readers about this and see things under somebody else's p.o.v!
Thank you, but you're the sweetest with your comments afterall ;^;
Lmao just go ahead whenever you feel like doing it xD
And thank you!
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Date: 2020-01-09 02:30 pm (UTC)I'll try to post it within tomorrow, if my beta can help this night or whatever 😂
Indeed! Like, he's still thorn to the point he doesn't know what's his actual self thinking or not. That's still new for him, afterall xD
I'm sure it's gonna be full of things little by little xD
I'm glad it was easy to notice then! I tried hard to make their real personalities show xD
Of couese Ueda's teasing can't not be there!
Then keep your eyes open for that side lmao
Exactly! Despite him finding that side of Kame quite annoying, he can't dent himself that Kame is quite a snack, in the end xD
Thank you ;^;
I can really see it, how used you are to reading books, indeed xD
Nooo, really don't worry! You can even write essays if you feel like doing it, just don't keep back at all! XD You don't bother me at all, on the contrary, I love reading those comments no matter how long they are!
Also, I just take longer to write back because I spend the day on books, but I'm always looking forward to your comments afterall!
Indeed! XD
Kame's ego just likes to show up every now and then, so when he felt as desired he just thought he could get out of it using that trick, but Ueda is quick at shutting him down xD Roles are roles afterall xD
Exactly, despite Ueda himself knowing what effects Kame has on him, he's still loyal to his role and won't let this make Kame go ahead of him in any ways xD Ueda's ego is showing up too, somehow
I'm glad!
Then keep your attention up whenever Kame looks at him with time, coz I think there are some things to notice xD
Aaa thank you! I always have this image of Ueda having this strong manly scent so I believe it would drive anyone crazy, thus Kame had to be victim of this xD and of course he can't get enough of it somehow, addicted for real xD
Yes! That's what I aimed for! Even when Ueda let Kame wear the Jennings gag. He knows how obsessed with appearances Kame is, thus he had to make him wear that thing which would make him look like the worst and also most disgusting side of himself, yet Ueda found that side still hot enough. And the same goes for the stage thing, a naked Kame was the best way to make him step out of his image and show what's really of it
Ueda is just pretty blatant so he won't hesitate at all when he feels that way for Kame xD Also to enjoy Kame's panicked reactions
Ahahaha well it really looks so xD Thank you again!
Afterall, Kame is indeed getting addicted to Ueda to the point he's almost not himself anymore xD
You'll see pretty soon!
Lmao thank you xD I had fun using that kind of play xD
Thank you again!! I'll show more and more new sides of Kame, with time
It makes things funnier, even for me xD
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Date: 2020-01-09 03:56 pm (UTC)Okay then, well as always no pressure! :)
Yes yes
I can't wait haha!
Ofc it was easy, when you know them even just a bit, you recognize them right away!
Haha I caaan't wait to see it!
Clearly he can't deny that.
Haha, well also I usually read books abt murders and stuff so details are a very important point while reading such stories, if you're tyring to find out who the culprit is. So, despite being a total different story here obviously lol, I keep noticing details no matters what I'm reading.
Haha okay then I'll try to stop feeling bad about it then.
It's okay, we're all busy :) You can always take the time you need to answer me!
Yes like he's enjoying more and more to feel Ueda's desire for him but he shouldn't think that allow him to think he has some power too cauz Ueda is the Master and so far he's pretty strong at keeping up a face even when Kame does stuff that drive him crazy. And yeah clearly Ueda wouldn't allow such things so far haha.
Yes it's like the ego of the Master haha.
Haha I will! Make me think I loved how Kame glanced at Ueda's chest instead of his neck when Ueda was showing him the key of the handcuffs attached to his necklace as a charm (pretty smart too since the real Ueda likes to add/change charms to his necklace), it reminded me a previous chapter, when Ueda is teaching Kame how to drive a bike and Kame is way too focused on Ueda's hands on his to listen to what he was explaining haha.
I like when Kame focus on something about Ueda, be his scent or part of his body.
Haha sure Ueda has a strong image so I can totally imagine it!
Yes yes totally, Kame can't stand to be in such positions where it's something very embarrassing, humiliating because he's used to keep a perfect image no matters what in front of everybody and he need to learn to let go and find his own real self, so clearly all those are needed.
Clearly Kame's reactions are always the best when Ueda tell him such things haha!
So much, make me feel like he's also more and more forgetting about his idol image like, even about his job, just like he already forgot an interview before but yeah all what he seems to care so far is spending time with Ueda haha. He was a workaholic and now he's a Uedaholic LOL!
Can't wait to see his new sides!
Haha I don't doubt!
He is totally, you never know for sure what he is up to haha, you could also think what if he planned to do just this but lose control of himsef ? Even more unpredictable lol!
True, you're never sure how much Kame will react either, which make it even better.
Yes yes, in case you didn't know yet, your writing is so good so we really get everything and every changes about the characters!
Let's all count on Ueda for do this, we trust him to do that very well haha!
Which make me think, you also put characteristics of the real Junno & Koki in your story too, like be Junno always joyful, nice and having this clueless image haha and Koki with how close he was to Kame sometimes, so even for secondary characters you put such efforts!
Clearly I was like "that's not possible he's gonna tell Koki everything" lol!
No it wasn't, it was funny to see Kame trying to speak and explain to Koki his relationship with Ueda while avoiding, of course, the big point of this relationship haha. Especially when Koki spotted the bruises and Kame be like "Which bruises ? I don't see any" DUDE! LOL!
I also liked how Koki could see Kame was happy while mentionning all his dates with Ueda.
Always, but after all it's easy when Kame's true feelings are written all over his face haha!
Haha yeah since you said that I can't wait to read it even more!
I have to thank you too really! I've been told before that I could be bothering by writing too much to someone so (guess this is why I always feel like I bother you with my long comments orz).. clearly I'm happy to know you're enjoying my comments so much then!
It is, it's also interesting to talk with you, the author, directly, make me get even deeper into the story. I'll keep sharing my thoughts then haha!
No neeeed! :)
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Date: 2020-01-10 06:05 am (UTC)No worries, really!
11th chapter is up now, so, well, here you are xD
Enjoy his new sides from this chapter onwards! Lol
That's so relieving to know *v*
Ah that kind of books is indeed full of details which require you to have your attention on all the time @@
But, despite it being a whole different genre, you still managed to use those skills! So great!
That's the spirit! XD
Thank you so much for understanding!!
That's right lol He isn't 100% wrong about having some sorts of powers on Ueda given the way Ueda is hungry for him, but from that till thinking he can also control his master is kinda... daring of him, as Ueda obviously wouldn't let him xD
Exactly xD
Aaah I'm happy you enjoyed that little cut and also the key as charm thing! (Thank you for it xD I just thought of Ueda's necklace with the feather for that xD)
Oh yes! The part on the motorbike! It was fun to add that kind of reaction unconsciously coming from Kame xD
Thank you~ I guess that focusing on those parts, noticing more details is also a good way to express Kame's changing position, somehow
Right? Lol
Just right! That's why Ueda chooses that kind of extreme games, so Kame finally takes off that perfect image he's required to have and become more natural, accpeting his human side too
The panicked-gay reactions are always welcome xD
It's indeed so! Like, during this time he's just focusing on them both as Kamenashi and Ueda and not as the idol and the actor, hence Kame is sorta like "What is work?" XD
Okay, you got me at the "Uedaholic" lol It summarises Kame perfectly xD
Hope you like the new ones in the new chapter then 👀
Well... with the way he teases Kame and how those tease get him that bad too, it's easy to imagine him just glomping on Kame xD
Lmao I believe sometimes Kame is even more unpredictable than Ueda
Omg thank you so so much! I feel so relieved and glad to know that I was able to make this clear with my writing ;-;
Oh definitely xD
Ah yes! Junno is known to have that kind of character so I wanted to make him as much similiar to the real one as possible. Also his relationship with Ueda. And so goes for Koki and his friendship with Kame as well! So I'm glad you saw this too!
There's no way xD
I'm sooo relieved, thank you so much!
The bruises thing 👀😂 Idiot-Kame is a must every now and then xD
Apart from Koki knowing Kame well, his happiness was flaunting all over him xD
Then I hope you like it!
Eeeh no way! That's absolutely not the case at all! On the contrary, I like it as I already said! So don't worry at all!
Aaw thank you so much!! ♡
Looking forward to your thoughts on new chapter then!
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Date: 2020-01-10 05:12 pm (UTC)So far I do haha!
Yes, and I like to try to guess who is the culprit so I'm always trying to get the details haha so yeah cauz of that I still keep it while reading others stuff, pretty useful haha.
It's normal, we all have a life, more or less lol.
For sure but yeah there is a difference between feeling Ueda's desire for him and him thinking he can have some control over Ueda.. There is still a huuuge gap haha.
Yes I did (yes it was really smart haha)
It was, especially since it was more at the beginning it was something to see how Kame could feel/react to Ueda already haha.
It does for sure!
Yes totally, I even feel like, despite being too rough for Kame at first, it was needed to be this rough to start with ? Like this is what made him realize more quickly like a shock or something.
So damn much lol!
Clearly it's almost like you forget what their work is and Kame is not interested in his job anymore for the moment haha.
Deshou ?! LOL
I f*cking do so much.
I still dunno how Ueda manage not to jump on Kame sometimes haha, especially seeing how Kame is reacting more and more but Ueda is still thoughtful and always want to make sure Kame is alright with it first thing first.
He f*cking was in this new chapter!
Ofc you do! Never doubt of your writing anymore cauz you always do it so well!
Yes yes totally! You're really going all the way!
No neeed! Just true!
I swear anytime he's trying to play it that way, either to act cool or act like he dunno, it's so funny lol!
Totally that was so nice and cute, which made me go again "hello boyfriend like" lol!
I DO!
Okay then, so gonna get into commenting the last chapter!
So I started to feel so sad for Kame at the beginning because Ueda was giving no signs at all, even if it was pretty logical he'd be busy like you don't unpack this fast when you move but yeah that still showed again how addicted Kame is, so much he couldn't even focus on working on the movie haha. Like I said I really like this sort of "boyfriend who can't spend a day without his lover" vibe he gives haha.
Love also how he decided to send a pic still for try to get Ueda's attention, which sadly he didn't get until late, poor Kame haha.
I really loved also how, despite them feeling tired because it was late and Ueda who was busy with the house, they still wanted to see each other. Kame is addicted but Ueda does seem to be too haha, like he could have just keep sleeping but no when he woke up he still called Kame and I liked how it seemed like Ueda was wanting to see Kame but didn't really know if Kame would be up to, seeing how late it was, since he stayed silent at a moment.
The joke cracked me up too LOL! Kame said it so naturally it was hilarious, didn't except that suddenly haha! I loved also how Ueda made a joke too, later on, cauz of that haha.
Also loved how Kame fell asleep with his phone into his hand and then lied to Ueda saying he was still awake reading a book lol, and how after he said he couldn't fall asleep haha, just say it already Kame that you'd just run to Ueda no matters the hour he call you.
After that.. I really liked the whole scene haha!
Kame just admitting so much stuff out loud I swear like.. Yes Kame go for it and just keep going that way haha! Like already with how he said he wouldn't be able to think straight and so he wouldn't recall the safe word and then right after picking up "Fire".. Who is this new Kame ?!
Also you described everything so well you can almost sense Kame's feelings when he's tied and blindfolded, because you described it the way Kame feels it, without seeing anything., make it even more intense while reading it. And Ueda going soft like that... You almost get the chills haha. Which shows again how good you are with your writing, cauz it's really easy to imagine/sense, you really enter so much into the atmosphere it's crazy haha.
And Kame with his "Yes, I'm a fucking masochist"... OMG Like really who is this new Kame ?! Ueda clearly was surprised more than once during that chapter! You can see Kame is really letting it go more and more.
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Date: 2020-01-10 05:13 pm (UTC)But yeah to imagine Kame's face after Ueda removed the blindfold like.. Must have been so, so hard for Ueda to hold back, well somehow he didn't he just went all into it on Kame's length haha, but I meant hard to not f*ck him until Kame can't even stand up anymore.
It's almost like Kame is testing Ueda without even realizing it haha.
After obviously it was so sure Ueda would swallow it, since he talked about it with Kame before and even better if that make Kame feels so embarrassed.
After that, it was so nice how Ueda asked Kame if he wanted to try to give him a handjob like without forcing Kame to do it but asking him because, once again, we know he's caring, even Kame realized it thinking why Ueda didn't just order him to do it.
I really like how there is an intense moment and then after a more soft moment where Kame discover a new side, since this time he was the one doing something to Ueda. Even if it was funny how he said out loud "Wow, big.. hard" haha like clearly shows how he's discovering how it is with a guy. Once again you did a pretty good job at describing it, like with the abs and all at first and then how Kame is slowly discovering how it feels to do it on a guy and ofc the way he looked at Ueda's face for a while, like to realize it was him giving pleasure to Ueda, by touching him. Too bad tho that he ended up falling asleep without even realizing and with his hand on Ueda's length.. Please Kame haha! And how Ueda wasn't even mad and let Kame sleep and just finished it himself but staying next to Kame. Also how he said Kame had a sadistic side because of that haha!
I really can't wait to see when they'll wake up!
As always, a very good chapter, no boring parts, well described and characters developments again! I'm really enjoying both of their reactions, so nice to see them reacting to each other more and more each time!
I can't wait for what's to come next as always haha!
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Date: 2020-01-12 07:04 am (UTC)Weeeell, as much as I would have liked that idea as well, I have a different scenario on my mind if that has to ever happen sooner or later xD
But I'm glad I could make up for the lacking kissing scene xD
I wanted Ueda to make things sexier, hence that was the least I could think of before he went for the actual move xD
Hehe I'm happy to know that got you that way 👀 since Kame was feeling it already, it would have been useless to make him reject it, so I just wanted him to show how crazy he's becoming for this whole thing and I hope it succeeded afterall xD
Ueda could have lost it anytime for how that request surprised him xD I think he's not getting it yet, that Kame is becoming that thirsty for him too, he just goes naturally for now
Indeed! Kame's face was truly something for Ueda, so he tried to let out all his hunger while blowing him off since he's still holding back to the idea of fucking him lol
Somehow, yeah xD
Yeah xD Especially coz that was Kame's stuff, since he's got so hungry for him at that time, it was obvious he'd just taste that too. Plus, what's better than seeing Kame's embarrassed reaction? Lmao
Thank you~ Since Kame is still new to that, and since Ueda knows that one thing is liking what he was getting and another thing is giving something like that to him, he just wanted to make Kame choose on his own. And Kame too noticed that Ueda is indeed thoughtful and considers his feelings too!
Thank you! After that, I guess there's always a moment of realization, hence this time I tried to put it in a hot, yet still soft side too. Especially after that kind of session xD
Lmao yeah!
Like "I'm in front of the actual thing now, wait" xD
Thank you so much, gosh! Really!
I tried to focus more on Kame's discovers rather than on the action itself, like what Kame feels as he does this to a man for the first time. Thus, I tried to do it step by step, showing also how nervous Kame was at first, and somehow even Ueda before he got used to it. And also the way Kame studies Ueda's reactions as he does it and how he slowly wants to see more of him
Weeeeeell... I'll make up for that part with time xD
Lmao he let it go just coz he appreciated Kame's service till that moment lol
But yeah, the sadistic thing was somehow necessary since that poor babe has been left standing -literally xD- like that, midway
It's gonna be quite funny, somehow xD
Thank you so much! I truly appreciate your comments and I'm happy to know your opinions and that you liked this chapter as well!
Lmao I'll do my best to make the wait a bit shorter!
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Date: 2020-01-12 06:48 am (UTC)I'm happy to know you do xD
Ah, that's the funniest part about reading that genre of books indeed!
It is indeed!
Well, I used to have one before university xD
Ikr! Maybe Kame still hasn't understood that kind of gap between those two options though xD A guy can dream xD
Lmao thanks!
Ah yes! The differences were already perceptible from there, so those little parts will help seeing the changes too
Yeah, somehow it was a sort of click for him despite it being too rough. The fact that he enjoyed it despite it being rough and he still wanted more at all costs the following day show the effects that session had.
Somehow it gives this vibe xD Even Kame himself will think so xD
I'm glad xD This kind of reaction is what I aimed for xD
I guess Ueda is just waiting for the right moment so that's what has been keeping him so strong willed so far xD
Was he? Lol
Thank you so much! This truly is so motivating!
Yeah xD Like he doesn't wanna show how actually desperate he is xD
LMAO was that so?! XDD
Well, I wanted Kame to have to wait longer this time, so he could see himself being this addicted to the point he truly can't think of anything else, somehow. But yeah, the addicted-to-boyfriend vibes were indeed stronger given his constant thinking of why hasn't Ueda contacted him yet xD
Lmao poor thing, he just wanted to have him right on the spot xD I'm glad to know you appreciated that xD
Well, given the way Kame is slowly opening up to him and showing him all those new and "appetizing" sides of his, Ueda too is becoming addicted somehow. Especially coz now he wants to see more of those reactions
Hence, he wanted him there too, but still kinda hesitated xD
I wanted to have the desperate look again with that xD Plus, yeah, just him acting all cool again coz there's no way he'd say that in front of Ueda, somehow. As if Ueda couldn't notice how he basically rushed there in no time despite it being late xD
I'm soo happy, gosh *^*
Lmao he surely will go following a pretty interesting way xD
I told yoou~ xD This chapter's Kame is a whole new thing, he's slowly discovering himself and he started admitting more stuff to himself as well, for good
Ah, omg thank you so much! I usually want the reader to see the things Kame sees and feel the things Kame feels during those sessions so I'm happy you could sense them too!
Thank you so much again! I'm so happy to know this ;^;
THAT PART WAS MY FAVOURITE IT TRULY NEEDED TO ADD IT, so I'm so glad it got you too xD
Ah Ueda surely was! Out of all things Kame could have said and done, that was the last thing Ueda would have imagined coming from him lol
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Date: 2020-01-13 02:34 pm (UTC)Yes!
Lol now it's mostly study then I suppose ?
Haha he can always dream about it but doubt it would happen!
Yes, yes!
Yes I think that if Ueda would have go slow on him, maybe Kame wouldn't have go further, maybe he would have step back, who knows, but at least like this it showed to him how it was and even made him reacted in many ways.
Yes haha!
He really is strong for be able to wait the right moment haha, the day it's gonna be the moment.. Omg is Kame will be able to stand up after ? lol!
He was! Kame was really unpredictable in this new chapter because of what he said/did, just everything haha!
I'm glad to know it's always motivating for you! :)
It's still written all over his face anyway haha!
Yes lol, the way he's all smiling and happy just by mentioning his dates with Ueda make it boyfriend vibe again haha!
Clearly, despite feeling sad to see him wait like that, it showed how he's so damn addicted to Ueda he can't even focus on anything else haha.
Yes like how he ended up doing this even tho he was like "That's some sort of "price" too" but we all know it was more for try to get Ueda's attention first thing first and hoping Ueda would then answer or call him haha.
Yes, Ueda seems to want to see more and more of Kame, see how much he's still hiding so yeah guess that also make him somewhat addicted too. We are all glad he didn't hesitate too long and invited Kame to come over haha!
Yes it is so funny how Kame is so desperate to see Ueda but he'll never forget to still try and keep a sort of image like if he didn't wait after Ueda's call during hours and hours. When we all know Ueda must know when Kame is lying espcially when Kame says this but then run to Ueda's house despite being this late already haha.
He clearly admitted a lot! Even if he's still wondering how come he says this or reacts so much but he still go for it anyway!
Yes clearly we always feel Kame's side, like how he's discovering/feeling it but yeah with the blindfold and way it was described, it was really intense!
I really didn't see that coming! Kame is losing it so much during it that he just spitted it out, not surprising Ueda is getting addicted to his reactions cauz I am too haha! Especially when they are more and more unpredictable!
Same for me lol that's the last thing I would have imagine!
Haha it's fine I still enjoyed the whole scene anyway!
That was already a really nice move seeing how Kame reacted to it, daring to ask for such request! But yeah after all Kame was already thinking, in a previous chapter, that he wanted the help of Ueda on his erection, so yeah to see Ueda going for it clearly he wouldn't have reject him especially seeing how crazy excited he was already haha!
I swear Kame doesn't realize how he's putting himself in dangerous situation sometimes with his words haha! Yeah probably he just think that Kame is getting more into the sessions but to have Kame now reacting also at the touch more and more, like in a much more obviously sexual way, guess Ueda doesn't realize yet it make Kame crave for him more and more. I mean even Kame himself still wonder why and how come. And knowing how Kame would almost get mad at Ueda before when he was touching his manhood, guess this is why it was also surprising for Ueda to see Kame not using the safeword but asking such request.
Clearly you could feel Ueda really had to hold back and instead just put it all out as much as he could into the blowjob haha.
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Date: 2020-01-13 02:34 pm (UTC)Yes true, so it's normal he wouldn't force Kame to do something like that suddenly when he never ever tried it before. Plus seeing Kame choosing to do it on its own is even better haha.
Yeah that was well balanced as always!
Yes lol like really he realizes it even more and needed to calm down a bit before to be more confident and start to touch it more and more haha.
No need! Just speaking the truth!
Yes, this is why it was so nice to read like we really can sense Kame's feelings while he starts doing it. Yes even Ueda was just like trying to wait how Kame would do, since this is all new to him I guess Ueda was also wondering how Kame would react or if he would stop/change his mind or what. Yeah Kame being focused so much on Ueda's reactions is really so nice, especially Ueda saying Kame's name in such way..!
Haha can't wait then!
Haha yeah it's not poor Kame but poor Ueda on this part! Guess it's rare for him to be left like that by someone haha!
I can't waaaaiiiiit !
No need! I really enjoy to read and then to comment :)
Haha thank yooouuu!
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Date: 2020-01-16 07:01 am (UTC)Right! He still keeps the fact that Kame is new to that side on his mind. Indeed! Guess that was part of what Ueda wanted to see too somehow! Lol
Thank yooou!
Yes, he needed to actually realise the whole situation around him, understand it and calm down before being able to move his hand on him. But that's normal afterall xD
It makes me so happy, really ;^;
Aaah thank you! I'm happy to know I was able to picture well Kame's feelings during that specific moment, since that is supposed to be an important part as well.
Yeah, indeed. He needed to see Kame's way to handle that thing (not an inside joke, really xD) and also get used to Kame's way, somehow.
He was truly craving to see Ueda's pleasured face, so there was no way for him to miss it xD
Aaah yes, that part when Ueda called Kame's name! I truly loved to imagine that so I just had to add it coz it looked so sexy to imagine 👀👀
Well... right xD The one left pending was him only afterall xD and yeah, he's not used since he always gets what he wants in bed... Guess the period of time he's spending with Kame must be so frustrating for him since he has to do it on his own all the time 👀😂
It's gonna be soon!
I'm glad to know!!
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Date: 2020-01-16 06:46 am (UTC)I'm happy to hear so xD
Exactly! Especially the period around January-February since it's exams' time @@
Definitely xD Like, there's no way Ueda would let control him till that extent, at least lol
Perhaps yes. As if, being to slow at first wouldn't have been enough for Kame to be fully immersed into it and understand what that kind of thing actually is, hence he wouldn't have been curious enough after a softer and slower first experience. Plus, it was indeed good to see what kind of reactions Kame had to it.
Lmao many masters ought to have this kind of patience, I guess xD
But I'm sure that if and when that day comes, Kame won't be able to walk normally and, even lesser, to sit 👀
That was what I wanted to have, I wanted to surprise the reader with a new Kame eheheh
It really does, so thank you!!
Indeed xD
First-love-like feels xD
To help the sad feelings towards him, you should see it with sadistic eyes: he's got to wait so you get to see how addicted he is lmao
Exactly! The "prize-thing" was just a way to persuade himself, but in the end it's clear that the actual reason is just catching Ueda's attention and interest... or awaken his hunger too
That's right. He knows Kame has more hidden parts, even though sometimes there are things even Ueda wouldn't ever expect, so he's becoming more curious AND addicted to this.
Luckily one of them -Ueda- is straightforward when he wants something ahaha
He still doesn't want to admit it himself that he's that desperate, and admitting it to Ueda would be even more humiliating for him, as long as he doesn't fully admit that, perhaps, he's not "as straight as an arrow" as he says.
But at the end of the day, Ueda still manages to see behind Kame's facade, and Kame himself can't really hide that desperation that well if he runs that way to his house xD
He's becoming more self-aware at least. But yeah, he still can't understand where does that hunger come from, yet he can't deny it. And, even if he tried, his body won't let him.
Aaah I'm soooo glad and relieved it was that intense and easy to feel! I truly had that scene at heart, so it means a lot!
I'm happy to see the surpise effect was on point! And also to know that you're getting addicted to him too! Lmao That's self-satisfying 🤧
Kame is full of surprises, the more he loses his mind 👀
I'm relieved!
He's gotten braver and quite weak to Ueda's "master" side, so he's risking too!
Exactly, he saw himself not being satisfied enough by himseld and he's already tasted his reactions to Ueda's touch on his body, so that kind of treatment was pretty welcome after all xD
And yeah, the previous arousal coming from all that tease played a big part in his bravery too xD
At all, he goes so naturally he doesn't know how they hit Ueda and awaken the hungry beast in him lol
He's still not completely sure if it's just Kame being addicted to those sessions or him actually enjoying that kind of touch. Nevertheless, for now Ueda is still looking after his own pleasure on top of that, so, other than for teasing Kame, he does that for his hunger as well, somehow.
Well, indeed, comparing the first reaction he had when Ueda barely touched him there to his reaction when Ueda was basically shoving it in his mouth... that is surprising under many points of view lol
Exactly! XD he put all the roughness he'd have put in his thrusts if he were to fuck him in his way to suck him and taste him
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Date: 2020-01-16 02:08 pm (UTC)Huu good luck with that then!
Clearly not haha!
Yes like it was a good shock for him cauz he didn't have time to question himself more and step back like it was almost too late since it was already happening and yeah at least it made him realize how he reacted to it etc.
I guess haha.
He'll have to lay on his stomach for at least 24h lol!
Well clearly it worked!
No neeed! :)
Yes it's totally like that haha!
Ah yeah clearly I was a bit sad for him but for sure I was also enjoying to see how much he couldn't even focus on something else and just kept on waiting after Ueda's call haha.
I like how he's still like trying to make excuses for his behavior sometimes just for not admit all what he wanted was Ueda to crave him too haha.
Yes, since you can't tell how Kame is gonna react (especially after this chapter) it makes Ueda wanting to see more and discover more that it's getting addictive.
Yes it's still funny to see how Kame doesn't want to admit some things and just make excuses and try to bury his real feelings for the moment, he just can't accept them all yet since, after all, it's still new for him and he still don't understand everything and keeps discovering his own self.
But yeah clearly once in front of Ueda.. Can't make up any believable excuses anymore haha.
Yes like he tries not to think too much about it, like I said, still trying to bury those kinda, like he's aware of them but doesn't want to face them fully yet. Even tho once he's with Ueda and the session starts he just let it go much more since, like you said, his body can't lie anyway.
It was really!
Clearly the more you read the more you're addicted haha, especially now we see Kame losing it more and more during sessions.
Please keep risking it Kame, we all love it haha!
It was totally, seeing how Kame already reacted at Ueda's touch while they were visiting the house, so made Ueda think he could finally try and go for more.
Clearly when he's getting so excited he's just losing it and not really think straight anymore so he dare to speak his thoughts more haha. If only he knew how Ueda is always on the verge of losing it too, despite Ueda already said so but like I don't think Kame realizes at which level it is. It's even funny cauz Ueda doesn't seem to realize Kame is craving him more and more and same goes for Kame he doesn't seem to get how much Ueda is hungry for him too. But yeah clearly Ueda is also doing this for his own pleasure.
Lol! Nothing to do with each other clearly that was a whooole different reaction haha!
Yes we could clearly see it while reading haha.
Haha!
Yes but yeah to have Kame deciding on its own and not because he received an order from his Master was even better, showing Ueda how Kame is getting more into him too, I guess.
No neeed!
Haha yes, especially since they were just done with the blowjob only few minutes ago and now this so he needed some time to get everything together haha.
I'm glad then :)
You did really! We could really understand what he was feeling, that was really so well described!
Lol! Yeah for sure since it's the first time Kame is touching him like this.
We could totally feel that, he really wanted to see Ueda's pleasured face knowing he was the one causing it!
It does totally and even it added even more since Kame was already into looking at his face so much so to hear Ueda says his name like this..!
Yes lol! Clearly it might be his first time to be left like this by someone haha, being the Master of Kame isn't that easy, ending up frustrated and have to do it on it's own each single time.. We'll start to wonder who is the real sadist among those two haha!
Yeeah!
:)
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Date: 2020-01-19 02:28 pm (UTC)Thank you so much! I'll need lots of it!
Exactly! XD
Yes, right! Like, since it happened in a rush, he just didn't have time to think too much, he just had to take in all of that! Which was indeed useful to make him the way he is now.
Basically yes xD Skipping work for at least a day xD
Thank yooou~
I didn't think too much of that xD Guess it's just going too naturally xD
Yes? Lol Well, that way nobody would pity him too much, at least lol
He's still thinking of himself as a totally straight man sometimes, or he just doesn't want to admit he is the bottom, after all xD Jokes aside, he's still new to it, and he saw all these new feels being thrown at his face all at once, so he needs the time he needs to realise what's going on, without lying to himself.
But in the end, he's kinda seeing how he himself is so addicted and hungry for Ueda xD
The surprise effects coming from Kame are what keep attention up, since he can be more unpredictable than Ueda. Which is addicting for a hungry beast like Ueda.
Exactly what I mean, he keeps back since he still doesn't know how exactly to face himself and his own feelings since it's all new and different for him.
Indeed xD Both because Ueda would find him out anyways, and because he just can't resist at the end !
He's unconsciously aware of his feeling, yet it's too early for him to actually face them and analyse them, or he just waits they'll come at his face naturally xD
Yeah, in the end when Ueda touchea him, he just can't resist nor lie anymore xD
Thank yooou! XD Well, crazy-Kame will be pretty much of an eye-catcher maybe xD
Lmao He'll try to follow the advice!
Yeah, that was what Ueda was waiting for before risking more with him. He needed to make sure first.
Right! Guess that's normal for him when his hormones and lust are playing so crazy with him xD
No, Kame truly doesn't get how serious Ueda is when he says he's gonna lose it soon on him, and how even more serious he is when he says he'll f*ck the hell out of him.
But Ueda as well truly doesn't know that Kame is seriously being so hungry for him, like, that hungry xD
How to blame him for that in the end xD
Lmao that day had to come for Kame as well at last
I'm glad~ lol
Yeah, that's what Ueda wanted to test too, to see if Kame would be okay with it and what reaction he would have had after being asked. Yet, he didn't expect it to be so xD
Exactly! Time to put some order to all those events all together at once lol Poor baby, he's having it difficult xD
I'm so happy! Thank you :')
Yeah!
I'm glad~ Well, how to blame him, when he realises how hot and sexy Ueda is everytime they do something lol
Aaaaah I'm so happy! I imagine that scene to be sexy so I'm relieved to know it had this kind of impact *v*
Exactly! XD Kame truly is becoming his biggest frustration lol
Lmao right!
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Date: 2020-01-19 10:53 pm (UTC)Please do your best then!
Yes yes totally, don't think he would be like this now if it didn't start like that.
Yeah lol!
No neeed!
Well that's good that it goes naturally too haha, it's adding even more to the character changes.
Well I feel a bit sad for Kame to have to wait because, this is basically me, waiting for the next chapter LMAO hahaha!
Lol! Yeah clearly it's still new and it also escalated at a certain pace so for him to accept everything and understand everything this quickly.. he would really need more time.
Yes he starts to really know this part but to understand why and how come, this is the point he is still avoiding to think about.
Yes totally! It's very addicting for the readers too haha!
Yes yes.
Yeah it's really like.. Like there is a difference between being aware of it and accepting/facing it fully, he clearly knows but he doesn't want to dig and understand more for the moment he's just going with the flow so far and isn't rejecting Ueda at all anymore haha.
Haha I'm sure it will keep going to be an eye-catcher!
Haha, good!
Yes like he said to Kame "You've gotten all hard. If you liked body contact this much then you should have told me earlier. I've held myself back till now thinking that the straight Kazuya would hate it. But, apparently, you do not." ; so with that he knew he could go more on Kame, despite the fact Kame is supposedly straight haha.
Haha totally, who could think straight in such state after all!
Yes it's funny that, despite them doing sessions and all, they doesn't realize/can't take seriously how one is this hungry for the other. This is why it make it even more interesting to see both their reactions each time, like make you really wonder what might happen next.
Guess he must have been surprised to see Kame accepting kinda easily and to even do more and actually starts to make movements haha.
Yes haha!
No need!
Clearly we can't blame him, Ueda is really hot and sexy without doing anything so there to see his pleasured face, especially causing by him, by Kame like.. yes haha!
It was really!
I don't doubt haha, Kame will succeed into making Ueda go crazy!
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Date: 2020-01-22 12:13 am (UTC)I think so too lol
Well, somehow it's better when characters start moving by themselves, it gives a more natural flow to the story
OMG THIS 🤣🤣 Well, your wait is over just like Kame's, as the new chapter is finally up! Hope you'll like it lmao
The way things are going way too fast, yet at some points average too, is giving Kame time to realise something is growing inside of him, yet not enough time to fully face and accept it, somehow.
That's it, indeed. He knows there's something but he's not ready yet to dig deeper into it. Which is fair, after all.
I'm glad! Lol
Well, that's part of him understanding what's going on. Despite him not wanting to dig deeper nor fully accept it, he focuses on his own thrist for that, mainly. Thus, there's no way he'd reject Ueda any longer somehow lol
I hope soooo *^*
You got it right! He knew it well, yet he didn't know till what extent he could challenge him, so he just risked it all -well, he knew he wouldn't have lost anything, somehow lol-
Ikrrr! And with Ueda performing that too 👀
How to be two dumbasses - Ueda and Kame edition lol
Aaaw I'm glad~ These two are unpredictable together, even for me as their author, so I understand readers' feelings xD
Surely that caught him unprepared xD
You got my point, about Ueda's undeniable sexyness 🤤
So, yeah, Kame can't be blamed xD
Most probably yes lol
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